It's Been a While....
As the title suggests, it's been a while huh? Have you ever felt like you were less than what you really are? I face this many times a day honestly... Well hourly really... I run into self defeat from the moment I open my eyes to the moment I fall asleep, I can't help it and I know it is a bunch of shit, but hey we are human right? I have hit some snags recently that have caused me to revert back into a shell of who I was working hard to become. Many times, I feel like I am not good enough for the people in my life, I replay the times that I have failed and let those outweigh what I could have done well or good during that day. Most days I feel like my friends barely tolerate me and just keep me around for the memories we once shared. I know that things change with time and I have as well. It's tough to feel like this everyday and I know that these things are exaggerations built on by my anxiety and depression. I know people get frustrated with me when it comes to